what goes on?!?
first there’s her
the one I can’t let go
again…or shall I say still..the memories haunt me
they comfort me and depress me
I hate her and love her
I miss her but I forget about her
she’s terrible but she’s BEAUTIFUL
at the same fucking time.
then there’s her
one day she’s a friend
the next I have a crush
week after that I forget about her
be attracted to her for a week
then I don’t care
who is she? what do I really want from her?
and there’s always been her
the one I fell for at first sight
the one that became an amazing friend ever since
I have the girl on my body, forever.
I would do anything for her at any time
yet we barely spend time together
our feelings have never left
rather shaped to our situations
i love her in more ways than one and always will
she’s my inspiration